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lady emily of eck
04 December 2007 @ 08:39 pm
YOU'RE LAME!
 
 
lady emily of eck
11 December 2005 @ 05:47 pm

[info]theemilyeck  add me, brethrens.

 
 
lady emily of eck
06 December 2005 @ 02:59 pm
I hate the way my history teacher says the word "Mexico". I hate anything that comes out of her motuh anyway so why bother, lol.
 
 
lady emily of eck
05 December 2005 @ 05:25 pm
Woo. Man. I feel a lot better.
 
 
lady emily of eck
05 December 2005 @ 04:10 pm
How does one learn to be cruel? At what age does a child develop negatie, spiteful characteristics? You can blame the parents, the TV, the video games, the music, etc and so forth. But what drives a person so far to be so hateful? When is the point where concience and morals of good and bad are disreguarded? I guess you could learn it like I said before. Maybe you're jealous, hurt, confused, ignorant, or plain evil. Maybe it starts in pre-k when you keep the block for yourself. You're not use to so many other kids like you around yourself. You act selfishly. I guess you adapt to the kids around you and decide what's normal and weird. Kids pick on each other, bully, gossip. Everyone seems to know the senario of when guys fight, they bust a lip and then are friends again. I myself normaly don't see many guys with major fighting amongst themselves. Whether it's forgive and forget, you don't care, or some weird understood guy thing. I guess it works. Girls are vicious. They glare, gossip, manipulate, hold grudges, pull hair, and lie so easily that it's almost scary. Not so much scary, but more sad. What difference keeps the feuds inside the sexes so different? I don't understand why people lie or put down others for self satisfaction. It's sick. It's weak. Maybe during an immature stage it's looked at as self defense, but as you grow older... It's pathetic. I've never really had close girl friends because most have been dissapointments. It's unfortunate how you'll lend a hand and pull someone up in a time of need, and time and time again, when it comes to a time of want, they won't think twice or even once of how you've supported them when no one else would. Yep. The female race is fierce. Do we ever learn? When we see ourselves hurting our friends or aquaintences, do we ever try to become a better person after? Most of the time, girls don't see that they hurt people because they're too busy satisifying and securing themselves. Maybe it takes time of growing up. Maybe it takes a taste of there own medicine. Who knows. All experts say much harrasment is due to a lack of security. We all know that. It's pretty obvious. Someone may be more of something than you are. You attack. Someone may have something you can't. You attack. Someone may attack you, so you stoop to their level. Sure, it's selfdefense but it doesn't make you any better, but worse. Girls can enduce each other so much suffering. It causes insecuity. Girls who are beautiful feel ugly, smart feel stupid, special feel nothing. It causes physical damage. Girls who are skinny feel fat. Anorexia. Boliemia. Starvation. Girls who feel ugly cake on make up, dye their hair, hide themselves. It causes emotional damage as well. It carries on. Maybe some forget the torture, but a lot of girls sadly carry their tribulations with them for a long time. Some people are to deluded with themselves and become animals. They tear anyone apart, and it's so confusing why. You can find a motive, but why would a person want to become so cruel as to transform themselves into something that is less that human? Humans make mistakes. Humans learn. Animals are instinctively vicious and unmerciful. Some girls are instinctive. Emotionally, victims can be pushed so far to the edge. So far as suicide. It's so sad. Everyone has someone close to them, unfortuately, or knows/heard of someone who has given up on life. My family, my friends. I'm not looking for pity. I'm alive. How horribly was my cousin hurt to give up? How tortured does anyone have to be to give up? Everyone knows a someone; and it's sad to see people still attack each other. Because one person scew's with another's mind, the victim may give up on life or never socially be happy. Why? You start to believe you're the awful person that the animal tries so hard to convince you and everyone. I could go on forever. I'm sure you guys have your own horror stories. Just know you're not alone. No matter how hard someone tries to bring you down, know you're awesome. If you believe you're someone, no one can take your individualism away from you. Recognize the abuse. Recognize her insecuirty, hate, selfishness. Ignore her. Ignore the senseless act of immaturity. Rise above her, and pray for her so that she may be able to herself. Feel good about yourself and don't turn into an animal. It gets you no where. It turns you into a no one. Remember, no one but God can judge you.

Candice Nunez, Becca Hadley, Sam Perez, Leanne Kahrs, Danielle Hernandez, and my other girls who have been so true to yourselves, I admire and love you guys so unbelievably much. Keep the good times a' rollin. PEACE

[steps off the soap box]

 
 
Current Mood: concerned for my skeezas.
Current Music: venus won't stop meowing. silly goose... cat.
 
 
 
lady emily of eck
02 December 2005 @ 05:31 pm
"You took other people's advice that they need burning. Otherwise you would have realized what I was going to do to you when we came down here a moment ago... Ignorance is fatal."
 
 
Current Mood: you fuck
Current Music: fuck you
 
 
 
lady emily of eck
30 November 2005 @ 07:49 pm
if people don't stop slamming doors, I'm gun stawt slammin' faces. ya hurd?
 
 
Current Music: the mars volta - son et lumiere --- again
 
 
lady emily of eck
30 November 2005 @ 06:44 pm
In school today, I touched Chris' snake. Not his trouser snake, but his pet snake. A Hondorun milk snake? Something like that. I figure, I hate snakes so much that I might as well confront my fear of them. I still hate/fear them. It felt so weird. usgliusgflihd gah. It was a Jack snake. Red and black you're a friend of jack? Chris told me that most snakes can be identified by their heads. Don't go dirty on me now. If the snake's head fits in with it's body, it's harmless, but if the head pokes out into a diamond like a rattle snake, you're in trouble.

Hitchhiker's Guide is some good reading. The Mars Volta is some good listening. I have band practice after school tomorrow. For the concert, I'm playing in six symphonic songs, five jazz songs, and two or so combo songs. My chops are going to be dead. I won't be able to play for a month, lol.

Yes, another new layout. I'm very picky. Or restless.
 
 
Current Mood: clean. i just took a showa.
Current Music: coheed - welcome home
 
 
lady emily of eck
I... I can't really think of anything too standoutish about today. No... Still... Nope, nothing.
I almost told on Jacob for having a gameboy.
He was being rude. I almost shot spagetthi through my fingers at him. The Pokemon nerd.
Well, I guess that's something about today.
Oh, I also had band pratice.
Whopee.
I love bari sax.
I sit next to Dutch.
YES!
My dad killed two snakes back in Chalmette while cleaning out our house.
A mocasin and something rown with stripes. EEEEHHH.
I hate snakes to the 'enth degree. I think I had something else to say... Oh, weird.
My mom met Tim McGraw.

The country dick decided to stroll down to Chalmette to se what a bunch of ruined lives looked like.

I formatted this weird. I need to apply to colleges. fuck... oh yeah. fuck.
 
 
Current Mood: content
Current Music: the mars volta - son et lumiere
 
 
lady emily of eck
28 November 2005 @ 03:44 pm
I miss thanksgiving so much. It was really awesome. Being back in school today... Bah, I don't even want to see 311. Isn't that nuts? Sarah offered me a free ticket. This whole hurricane, no home, no buddies thing is killing me. I looked at my keys today. One is for an apartment in which I sleep in the dinning room. Another is for a door that is rusted shut. The last is for a house that is missing. Where ever it may be. I know I didn't loose anything too important to me. We'll atleast not anything necissary for survival, but I lost things that that without make me emotionally sick and stranded. The weekends keep me going. Being with Dev and my buds. Candice is moving to Mandeville tonight. Makes no differnce really. I'll see her on the weekends still. Dev is like a cell phone charger for me. Thanks friends for keeping me alive.

mikE504R: Emily Emily...you are my remedy
mikE504R: ah SUCH BEAUTY!
Watch out, Dev! You've got competition... haha. i kid. I know Michael's yours.

Josh Wells better have gotten our stuff. I'm going to go eat some ramen and read hitchhiker's guide. Thanks Dev.
 
 
Current Mood: melancholy
Current Music: some one has their bass way too high
 
 
lady emily of eck
27 November 2005 @ 03:38 pm
you're sitting next to meeeeeeee. i'm going to jump on youuuuu.
 
 
lady emily of eck
26 November 2005 @ 01:22 pm
Me and Dice got hella bored last night when the boys were having a no girls allowed meeting. So we made a band... called ... HOT GIRLS. lol

We're rtards. There's more on my my space.
 
 
 
lady emily of eck
25 November 2005 @ 11:42 am
i went to my aunts house in metarie yesterday. i found a snake. i was in flip flops. scary. i went to eat at my granny's in new orleans. wow i miss new orleans. it was so good seeing family. i took a long nap with jake and bella [my aunt's two pugs] theyre ugly as fuck, but adorable. they didnt believe our house was worse than their's [my cousins] so we brought them to chalmette. they shut up pretty quickly. dice picked me up this morning and me her, j meezy / weezy all headed to laffy. we ate burger king and listened to dane cook. twas fun. devin's coming off of work in 15 minutes. yay! i am so comfortable. life is like a frothy bottle of smug for me right now.
 
 
Current Mood: good
Current Music: the puta hummin
 
 
lady emily of eck
23 November 2005 @ 03:46 pm
i now own all six star war watches. and yes. i am wearing them all... in 6 different time zones.

SUCKKKA
 
 
Current Mood: i am better than you. lalalala
Current Music: IM WATCHING RUGRATS AND SNUGGLING WITH TALON AND SHADOWWWWWW
 
 
lady emily of eck
21 November 2005 @ 05:50 pm
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Mrs. Linda's won. It was a giant pumpkin eating babie pumpkins. Mine was originally the skull, but me and Dev traded off so I got his bat. I got th Mumphry road sign for Dev, but I don't thinkyou can see it in the picture.... Tooooo bad.
 
 
lady emily of eck
Sunday morning I woke up my lova, snuggled, took a shower, SHAVED MY LEGS, and we went to Taco Bell. We got the HAN SOLO AND YODA WATCHES. [I only need ONE more to have all six (DARTH)].

YOU HEAR THAT AUSTIN WARHOLALALADINGDONG??? ONE MORE!!!

And we ate at Taco Bell In which we ran into the drummer of BABY CALENDER! and Fake Problems. They told us about a show at Cafe XA. We went later that night. The venue is awesome, but the sound guy sucked burly balls. Baby Calender was pretty good, but the soudn guy at the Cafe sucked so much ass. Fake Problems was pretty good too. Pirate Core? Pft. Yeah, anyway. The last band came on and it was all screamo lame so Me and Dev jetted back home and ate some more Taco Bell!

We stayed up late watching Adult Swim and stuff. He hugged me to sleep when I wasn't feeling happy. Sweetheart. DearGodILoveThisBoy.

And today? =))) ^_^ Today is still young.
 
 
Current Mood: YAHHHHH!
Current Music: watching... something with Jmeezy. sunday stew comercial
 
 
lady emily of eck
19 November 2005 @ 09:08 am
Wow. Yesterday at USM was awesome. I met up with all my close friends: Me, Dev, Dice, Jmo, Laura, Hiedi, Shawn, MICHELLE, Bastoooe, Chad!, Amanda, Art, and I met Chad's new lady friends. The concert was at USM. It was packed. We were about 15 or so feet from the stage which was unusually low. It was so awesome. We didn't get home till 3am. Eric Bastore's impression of the angry monkey on Family Guy is HILARIOUS. I love it. He's nuts. Seeing Michelle and Heidi was so refreshing. I love those chicks. Shawn is so funny, yet gross, but funny. lol. C-Shell. Ah man, remenising his pool and free beer. Gawd. I saw Puckers the other day and thought of his silly ass. Laura has THE funniest laugh in the world. Once you pop the fun don't stop. haha. It was freezing, but when you got in with all those people it was hot. Two lesbians made out in front of me alot and I STILL had an awesome time. I think everyone was making out at one point. Shit, it's Dashboard Conffesional. Why the hell not?

Watching Dashboard Confesional in the arms of Devin while belting out there songs with them. It was so awesome. Romantic as hell, and hell's pretty romantic... lol yeah.

I'm at his house now for basically the whole week. Fuck. It's going to be an amazing Thanksgiving.

Rasie your hand if you've seen Dashboard Confesional!!!
 
 
Current Mood: smug
Current Music: jupiter sunrise - heaven and endless part DOS